Can we possibly comprehend the levels God can take us to when we let him? I think not. God has really been stirring my little spirit up and just speaking to me lately, yeah i may be only 17 but honestly as he did with David…he can use me too. I pray that this blog will maybe bless somebody if even just one person, unfortunately i am not sure if i will end up staying with wordpress or switching to just blogspot but i really like wordpress so far even though some of it confuses me. Anyhow going back on topic, i thought i would elaborate on my last blog. Gangs, it’s an issue that is often glamorized but overly ignored (in my own opinion of course) You see we have so many of the rap groups emulating the so called “thugs life” and staying true to the boys but half of them have NO idea what that even means. Gang life is not pretty at all (and no i have never been in one so im not an expert) but honestly i look at their lifestyles and my heart just breaks. So many of them came involved to get revenge for a brother or cousin or family or close friend and once they are in they find no way out though they long to be out. Sadly enough most of them only see two true ways out; death or jail which they believe will end up seeing both before the approximated age of 21 (when most are suspected to die). So many of these young people honestly just long for a true relationship with someone and mostly a fatherly figure (and yes motherly too) when they get hooked up with an O.G. who is like that to them (Original gangster) and because life expectancy is not very long its a rare occasion of one above even 26! Then i look at me and how blinded i make myself to where i see just what i want to see when their lifestyle could have easily been mines. I am not perfect and i never will be but i want to be selfless…i want to not care about what brand of shoes i am wearing and more about the guy or girl who is shooting up on booze and drugs for momentary bliss…i want to give of myself even if i know my life may be ended because of it i want to follow Dios with everything in me and nothing to keep.
Where you go i go what you pray ill pray God and what you say i say….what you say ill say…Jesus only did what he saw you do and he would only say what he heard you speak, he would only move when he felt you leave following your heart following your spirit so how can i expect to walk without you when every move that Jesus made was in surrender how can i expect to go without you when you alone are worthy you are always good…..Lord your always good
-Where you go i go (Brian and Jenn Johnson) “look it up” (amazing song 
God bless till next time,
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