Take mi issues

Hola everyone!
I pray that everyone has been doing good out there in the cyber world. I know what your thinking, and yes it has been quite sometime since i last wrote. School (Which is coming to a rapid end) has been kicking my butt, thankfully though i had a recent break (Thank God for Spring Break) so i am currently at home, pero estoy enfermo :( pero i know the healer! So by his stripes i am healed. Today i went to church and to be honest i felt so out of it like i was there but then again not there, but i knew i needed to be at church. When i woke up and realized i was feeling worse than when i laid down to sleep i felt almost like the women with the issue of blood might have felt. I know it seems so dramatic that i would compare my insignificant sickness to such a thing as her but go along con mi aqui. You see this women had reached her nadir or her lowest of lows. She had been to doctor after docter and done remedies her age and much older she had tried any and everything she could to get the bleeding to cease, pero it did not. Some how this women who had reached her breaking point heard that the savior was coming to her town and though she may have been scared of how people would react she took a big leap of faith and said that if she could JUST touch the hem of his garment she knew she could be healed. What if we truly had faith like that? Well in my opinion many of us are just like her! Pero ill relate this to me; This morning i felt so horrible my nose stuffy and runny (Not beautiful WHAT SO EVER) and my throat scratchy, sore, and swollen. But something in me felt like if i could JUST get to the church and just get into the presence of God i would experience healing. See so often we run to that doctor who we studied countless years and in the end got a piece of paper that we feel validates him to be a healer and all but what if we went to the REAL healer! The one who paid for your bill when he was beaten by Roman guards. He said that by his stripes we were healed, did he not? I find the irony that for myself i was feeling a little over zealous and declared this morning i didnt need any medicine that i would be ok but as soon as i got home and my mom offered me claritan i became so trusting of this man made element. Ahora, dont get me wrong it is good to do what you have to do but remember you know the ultimate one. He not only can heal, he delivers, sets the captive free, gives peace in the storm, calms our spirit in the time of confusion and he NEVER leaves us nor forsakes us. His power is limitless and his ways are far beyond what we can ever seem to imagine. A lot lately i have been feeling as if God has been pressing this one thought setting my way; "Have a child like faith"It seems so odd but have you ever noticed children the willingness to believe and just have faith when it seems impossible. Today even regardless of my sickness i want to choose to have the child like faith that even the women with the issue of blood had to believe that my God is bigger than ANYTHING that i could ever come into contact with, and his might is far beyond the understanding that i will ever have. Let's get truly desperate, let's have the kind of fire we once had when we first fell in love with Jesus we reach for things of this world so much but push come the shove we never really reach back for his embrace, but today i came in agreement with who ever is reading this and believe this is for them as well that we will reach back for God, have the desperation we once had and be stronger than ever before and that we would have that child like faith once again. May God richly bless and praying.